Friday, September 10, 2010

Tammy Trent-I'm Letting Go

*You may want to scroll down and turn off my music player so you can hear this song.*



I'm laying down my burdens
I'm laying down my pain
Every care and worry that is written in this face
I'm letting go, I'm letting go
I'm laying down rebellion
I'm laying down my pride
All the broken promises within this broken life
I'm letting go, I'm letting go

Holding nothing back from You
Ready to do all the things You call me to
Holy hands are reaching up to You
I surrender, I surrender
I'm letting go

I'm pulling down the image
The idols I let stand
I'm holding to the hope that's sure
They're resting in Your hands
I'm letting go, I'm letting go

I'm bowing in Your presence
Poured out before Your throne
To be a living sacrifice and follow You alone
I'm letting go, I'm letting go

Holding nothing back from You
Ready to do all the things You call me to
Holy hands are reaching up to You

I surrender, here I stand
I surrender, all I am
I surrender, my heart sings
I surrender

Holding nothing back from You
Ready to do all the things You call me to
Holy hands are reaching up to You
I surrender, I surrender
I'm letting go
I'm letting go

Today I am leaving for the RAMP in Hamilton, AL and I am SO excited! I am ready for the next level that God has for me. When I listened to this song earlier it explained exactly how I felt.

When I go to a women's conference or something like that I want to have my heart prepared before I get there. I have gone before and carried all my "junk" in with me and it took the whole weekend to get what I need from God. Well, I have learned that it is much better to get rid of the "junk" before I go and be able to receive from the moment I get there. That is my plan for today too! I can't wait to see what God is gonna do!

Hope you all have a great weekend!

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Blogging......

Well, once again I have not kept up with my blog. I am going to try to because it is therapy for me. There are times that when I am blogging God speaks to me and molds me into what I need to be.

Today has been a trying day for me. My life has been spinning out of control. Everything from my schedule, house work, what I am eating, even my sleep schedule is crazy. Well, today God has brought it all to a screeching halt. He has shown Himself to me in MANY ways and has gotten my attention.

I spoke with a very wise friend today that reminded me of all the things I have been forgetting. Like letting God have control and letting go of the control. If He isn't in TOTAL control then everything gets all messed up. I have felt like my life is in a tornado above my head and I can't get anything to go the way it is supposed to! Well, that is what happens when God isn't in control.

I feel like I need to go back to the basics. Get rid of everything that isn't important and just focus on the things that God would have me to. That isn't always easy but it will be worth it!

I will probably not be able to blog every day but I hope to get it back into my regular schedule.